Archive for December, 2008

31
Dec
08

If I Never See Your Face Again

blue_tears

walking smile proudly

i ll say to u

even its hurt me

even its killing me

i love you

even ur not

even u hate me that much

and i wont cry for that

31
Dec
08

Its U [Again]

chocofairy

its u…

in my dream

in my eyes

in my breath

in my though

in my skin

its u…

in my tears

in my pain

in my hope

in everything in me

its u…

my sweet chocolate

30
Dec
08

`loving you`

...love dying...

ring ring its you again
heart popz!
i loved to hear you
it’s been all day i’ve been waiting for you

hello…you call my name
so much story you shared with me
you said a lot to me about
girls…oh it’s so nice

and every beauty thing they did to you
don’t stop & tell me more…

loving you its hurts sometimes
i’m standin here you just don’t bye
i’m always there you just don’t feel
or you just don’t wanna feel
don’t wanna be hurt that way
it doesn’t mean i’m givin up
i wanna give you more & more & more

knock-knock u came around
heart popz!
i loved to see you
it’s been two years since i’m in love with you

bum!bum!you break my heart
you said “girl…i’m in love with her..”
but it’s all right i’m still alive
yeah…yeah…

and all the beauty thing she  did to you
don’t stop & tell me more

and when i see that smile upon your face…
deep in your eyes you had it all

and when i hear you super electrical voices
………..oooohhhhhh yeaaaaaaa

*it is hurt..it is pain..it is love..it is u..and i dont wont give up*

30
Dec
08

..anger..

..theanger..

do u see red eyes

do u hear loud voice

do u feel hit

no u dont

cos i keep smiling

even anger inside is killing

29
Dec
08

[say] bye

farewell dance

satu hari

ada cerita

ada kita

yang kini tiada

sekarang…

hanya kamu

hanya aku

yang pernah ada tak lagi nyata

terkoyak satu luka

tercoret satu dusta

pergilah dengan bangga

tak usah lagi menari dengan bayang

karena rasa telah hilang

29
Dec
08

jaring-jaring

stuck

bertanya-tanya…

ada apa di pikirmu

berputar-putar tak tentu

menjerat hati dan raga sendiri

bertanya-tanya…

sebenarnya apa yang kau mau

terus saja kau paksakan ego

tentang ku, tentang mu

tentang kita

yang sudah tak ada

bertanya-tanya…

sampai kapan kau akhiri

kemelut dalam dirimu sendiri

berjalan dan melangkah pergi

29
Dec
08

clone

mirror

damn you….

for cloning me

whatever the reason is

whatever u want is

just find a mirror

n see ur self clearly

what u ve become

*darknessdevilgirl is gone*

**try to receive and respect my decision**

29
Dec
08

…heaven….???

fa

what is heaven for u ??

is it world with laugh

is it world with peace

is it world with light

for me….

heaven is to be with u

whereever, whenever we are

and if its scared u

to be with me

then my heaven is to see u happy

even it means if i have to leave u

*for my sweet chocolate*

23
Dec
08

poison kissing

poison kiss

i ve told u before

dont flatter me

but u keep smilling

kissing…

poisonous…

deadly…

infect me

23
Dec
08

blood party

devil s blood

wallow in blood

scream in vain

louder the voices

drowning deeper

silence do same as well

disquiets is like funeral song

and devil says hurray..!




Ishtar

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